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JOY & PAIN of LOVING

BIRTH IS THE MOST THRILLING OF EARTHLY EXPERIENCES BUT IT IS OFTEN THE MOST

CHALLENGING AS WELL~especially the next 100 years or if the child dies before the mother!   IN other words LIFE IS a BEAUTIFUL MESS & BITTER~SWEET!!!…

 

…A MESTER~ PIECE ….orchestrated by the MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE WHO CAN MAKE
ALL THINGS TURN FOR GOOD IN TIME IF WE WILL ONLY TRUST & DO THE NEXT RIGHT THING!photo

THE SMILE on my face is the thrill of a water birth at home after hours of labor & laughter to bring forth our last son! My 12 year old daughter, ( still an amazing photographer!)took

this photo at the moment of my last of 10 births ( 8 are still living on this earth).

Anything worthwhile takes effort & even a certain amount of pain to learn to breath with & through to manage life well. I got very good at practicing breathing with my many births

( the last 5 at home !)

Life IS about taking DEEP BREATHS FOR LIFE!

It is the first & most important principle of good health~

all three aspects of good health: BODY ~ SOUL~ SPIRIT BREATHING!

AND DEEP BELLY LAUGHTER COVERS ALL THREE ASPECTS WHEN DONE PROPERLY!

TODAY my oldest son would have turned 26 ~ but sadly Luke Henry Clifford was sang into

Jesus arms & heavenly peace at the only 1 week old as his father & I wept and began the grieving process that only someone having lost a child can understand.

Doctors misdiagnosed  several times the “problem” pregnancy and ultimately GOD had different plans for our precious & beloved first born son.

ONLY GOD can give the peace that I experienced at those critical moments when the world

seemed to be falling apart .

GOD has carried me & guided me and I THANK GOD DAILY for the gifts I learned during

Luke’s short life AND death and though I miss him dearly, I am SO GRATEFUL for the GIFT OF
LIFE & DEATH because GOD IS NOT ONLY WITH ME BUT IN ME.

ASK GOD TO SHOW YOU THE WAY.

Jesus example of TRUSTING HIS FATHER & FORGIVING & LOVING ALL
IS THE WAY
IS THE TRUTH
IS THE LIFE

 

AND THIS IS THE LIFE
I WANT TO LIVE & DO PRACTICE DAILY TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY WITH GOD’S HELP
WON’T YOU JOIN ME?

FOLLOW JESUS John 17:3

IN FULLY EMBRACING THE JOY & PAIN OF LOVING EVERY MOMENT OF LIFE!

lovingly

“aunt Ruth”

aka : graceanne

Here are two songs that were great comfort in my deep grief that I want

to share with you:

 

 

 

https://youtu.be/x2PkccjTlho

 

 

Let’s comfort each other ~ each one you meet is hiding pain!

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GOOD GRIEF~ breathe please!

TAKE A DEEP BREATH….YOU might need it now to read through this blog or for the events of YOUR day ! BE PREPARED! I AM!grace hydrate IMG_6622

Please be a neighbor ~ KNOW YOUR neighbor …you will do YOURSELF a favor and have NO REGRETS like me!

How shocking for me to find what I discovered last week the day after the last blog on the necessity of breathing! (NO one should see what I saw… there is no delicate way to share what I found, but I will try. ) And yet there was and always is so much grace for me because I live in the promises of GOD’S WORD….just like a BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW on the darkest day ~ GOD’S LOVE shows up for me and ALL who will just BELIEVE…..  each breath for me is like a prayer because I PRACTICE what I preach ALL DAY!  Many pregnancies and births and traumas have reinforced the ABSOLUTE KEY TO ALL LIFE IS BREATH!!! ….body ~ soul~ and SPIRIT breathing that is….

I found my dear neighbor who lived a few blocks away in the town I have been visiting…

NOT BREATHING and clearly dead for a long time….and it had been a week according to the FIRE department & officials that showed up right away.

911 was just a phone call away but I had to call putting action to that belief  & believe that they would show up and they did…in just minutes…BUT I HAD THE HELP OF GOD RIGHT AWAY BEFORE anyone else showed up!!!

PRAYER is INSTANT when WE PUT OUR BELIEF into ACTION and open our mouth and CRY OUT!!!….the RAINBOW OF GOD’S LOVE WILL RESPOND  ~~~~

…to wipe our tears and comfort us in any storm

….giving us GOOD Grief so we can comfort others ~ WHICH IS WHY WE ARE STILL HERE to be GOD’S hands for each other~

The good news is that the last day I saw Bill was at a neighborhood party that I had invited him & several other new friends to, from church & all over and we had a ROYAL celebration and then he walked a few blocks home late that afternoon & died  …( the new ” heart medication” …that he had been taking for a month was not taken that night the paramedics discovered but he had taken his morning pill of ‘poison’….all meds are TOXIC and we better start asking GOD FIRST!and do some alternative homework…. before we do ‘toxic harm to our livers’.. ~ LIVES )  I know this because I died from wrong meds & came back to life 25 years ago a week before my one week old son died from the same meds they put me on after a misdiagnosis  (LIED TO!!!) in my pregnancy!) ALL DOCTORS ARE JUST ‘PRACTICING’ ! THEY DO NOT KNOW they guess the best they can. I do not blame them ! IT IS OUR ignorance often and theirs too! Mistakes happen but life can come out of ANY DEATH and WILL IF YOU JUST BELIEVE!

I could tell you numerous  personal stories…

…check out the statistics yourself compared to other countries!

I have been at TOO many deathbeds ( including my mom & dad..) because of THIS # 2 cause of DEATH IN AMERIWAS! I want to REVIVE America & the WORLD with a NEW WAY…THE OLD WAY of natural healing including the things I talk about on this website such as  PRAYER and WATER and REAL FOOD…exercise, sunshine, laughter, MORE  PRAYER….(herbs & essential oils says the BIBLE for the HEALING of the nations and the leaves of the trees! …and LAUGHTER IS THE BEST medicine says the wisest man ever Solomon in the book of Proverbs !) ALL my WISDOM comes from GOD’S WORD & SPIRIT living in me …and that is how I kept my family OUT OF THE HOSPITAL & Dr’s office for 35+ mothering years!!! ….prevention is worth a TON of CURE!

BE WISE ….BE YOUR OWN HEALTH REFORM!

I do not know if o bam a cares but GOD DOES! and so do I…for my neighbor AND MYSELF!

Consider getting back to the garden of good eden …I mean good eating and using essential oils from my dear friends at sharonthehealth.com

GOD’s ways first do NO HARM…it is NOT A HYPOCRITICAL OATH! HA!

Please prepare for GREAT ABUNDANT LIFE HEALTH NOW

and prepare for grief now…good grief ~ God’s way!… because death & life are determined by BREATH…. REAL LIFE IS  just a breath away & so is LIFE eternal….

BREATHE PLEASE! and then go drink some real good pure water….

OPTIONAL:( a few drops of  REAL portable lemon oil from sharonthehealth.com makes it even healthier)

lovingly

deeply breathing & deeply caring

~abounding in sufficient & abundant grace always

Rainbow of God's Promise

ALL BECAUSE OF AN OLD RUGGED CROSS THAT FIRST GOOD FRIDAY….

AND AN EMPTY TOMB THREE DAYS LATER ~ EASTER SON~RISE DAILY!

~~~~ HERE COMES THE SON TO~ DAY!!! HERE NOW!

MARANATHA

HALLELUYAH

I LIVE IN THAT POWER NOW!

JOHN 17:3  ETERNAL LIFE IS KNOWING CHRIST!

JOHN 11:40 DID I NOT TELL YOU IF YOU BELIEVE YOU WOULD SEE THE GLORY OF GOD!

JOHN 14:18 I WILL NOT LEAVE YOU COMFORTLESS~ I WILL COME TO YOU

BELIEVE !!! BREATH …PLEASE!!!!

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